ive been read as emotionless or robotic from people in the past ive tried my best to fit in and overexpress how i feel im not emptionless, i just struggle to express myself sometimes im wired differently and only began to realize it this year
i internalized those comments, it made me feel like i was broken and needed to be fixed that my stimming or fidgeting movements needed to stop, that i was lazy, that i was unmotivated, that i needed to show more emotion, i tried, i really did
im happy to have found a support system of people who understand, im happy to have found people like me who i can resonate with, im happy for my boyfriend and im happy to have finally started to understand that im not broken, just made a little different and its okay
