Because not always training hard and striving will give you what you want. Sometimes a delicious waifu with a man voice steals your place. But you have to get up and keep trying. Why? There is no reason, never existed a reason, you do it because it is what you believe.
This was a shit year, but at least it was less shit than the previous ones. I'm still happy with everything that happened this year, and I hope next year is less shit than this one. HAPPY NEW YEAR!