the only thing im "faking" is the idea of me being a single person LOL, for Me the other people in my head/body exist whether i want them to or not, and theres no point in me rejecting them; my mental health increased 1000x after learning i was plural and how to work with it !

we're really glad our system "coming out" heartened some!!! heres some extra funy insight to the Daily Life of a traumagenic system: our "front" (basically Who's controlling What) is shifting and blending ALL the time so our short term + working memory STINKS on top of ADHD /lh

Diary of a Wimpy Kid Genuinely Helped Us Manage Our Stinko Memory, we've done a form of This for a Long time where nowadays we do it most regularly by "putting our pill organizer right smack in front of our keyboard Unignorable when we need to take pills soon otherwise we forget"

it'd be mostly unnoticeable in the final animation since i can do a funky pseudo-scan thing that makes the lineart much more indistinguishable from digital (for color n stuff), like i was able to get THIS (right img) out of that exact image on the left as a rough demonstration

so turns out the 'severely abnormal working/short-term memory' thing from the first image of this thread in specific (the rest is still accurate) is actually something Much Worse Than DID because This Year Is Just Full Of Surprises For Me :7 /neg /lh https://t.co/ocnEtHru4C