so turns out the 'severely abnormal working/short-term memory' thing from the first image of this thread in specific (the rest is still accurate) is actually something Much Worse Than DID because This Year Is Just Full Of Surprises For Me :7 /neg /lh https://t.co/ocnEtHru4C
like this specific type of forgetting where i lose thoughts/tasks Completely and Super Constantly in the day making me very confused is Very Much NOT a normal thing (nor ADHD thing) and if you genuinely relate to that You Should Probably tell a doctor (also heres the art inspo)
not even referring to doing it like a flipbook LOL there's this thing where you put papers higher up on the Paper Stack to see them more opaquely through the lightbox, putting the page in the wrong order in the process, so you gotta do a Funny Flip Trick to make it look right
OK to just be blunt for the sake of anyone wondering if they share similar Yup this is schizophrenia : ) heres a dumb drawing i made a few days after the first psychotic episode i had over the summer LOL its been less scary with treatment but its definitely still There
heres a part of having DID and (previously) not knowing it thats funny to look back on: emotional signaling! its basically like .. an alter/headmate Feeling something with no further communication so sometimes youll Feel something not knowing why (distinct from alexithymia)