Bex Ollerton@Schnumn

I didn't think PTSD would be like this lmao. I think not wanting to deal with stuff as it was happening has made the fear come out in other ways. I have so many unexpected new phobias and the fears I already had have been amplified. Living in unrelenting fear is cool and fun!! /s

Bex Ollerton@Schnumn

My art process is literally draw some circles > new layer > now draw the rest of the owl

Bex Ollerton@Schnumn

I'll start making loose marks on the page. I try and focus on technical things like line of action, silhouette, perspective (if applicable), body language/gesture and shape language to keep me on track. I do this all with a big brush and it's Super Messy

Bex Ollerton@Schnumn

oh my GOD I just found the most cursed drawing while I was going through my old art lmfaoooo I have literally no idea what the context was for this fghjkfghf

Bex Ollerton@Schnumn

It kinda stings when people in your life refuse to acknowledge your growth. It hurts when they perpetually see you as an outdated version of yourself instead of recognising you for who you are in the present. Sometimes it's just easier to play along...